it’s a rare moment when i don’t feel good. i think i caught a cold, but i also blame myself because i ate like shit yesterday and didn’t finish my water intake. plus i was around farm animals yesterday, but isn’t a normal thing. so now i am miserable and can’t breathe through my nose.
so today i decided to stay home all day today and do nothing. so far, it’s been magical. i haven’t spent an entire day at my house, doing nothing, in months. why don’t i do this more? why do i always make myself do something everyday and not focus more on silence and nothingness. i don’t know but i’m going to make myself have more of these days, because it’s important for my mental health and stability. and i need to focus on that more or i will break.
SWEEPING DECLARATION: i will take more days like these, for myself.
in other news, i am drinking so much hot water and it feels great. I really want ice cream but i’m not hungry. i did eat a couple oranges, but i should probably try something else. i’ll get there. it’s only 1:30.
anyways, put yourself as a priority. it’s important.
life as I know it 