hello beautiful humans. tis an amazing day to be alive.
this week has been challenging. i have had my ups and downs. but i have survived. so here is the best part, it’s thursday and my week is over. tomorrow i’m going to work for four hours then i’m out. straight outta there like a bullet from the barrel.
really the worst part is i’ve just worked a lot this week and i haven’t had a chance to sit down and just type my feelings and enjoy time to myself. i’ve had something to do and someone to be around all damn week and i haven’t had my alone time. i know it’s sad but i just need my time alone. i need it in order to function properly. truly. and i haven’t had a lame weekend of not seeing people and doing nothing in literally months. so i can’t wait for this weekend because i’m not going to speak to anyone but my dogs and my husband. i’m not going to go anywhere but the grocery store and the dog park. it’s going to be the best weekend of my life.
we also will be leaving for vacation in a couple weeks. finally some time out of the worst state in our country. that may not be true but i’m going for dramatic effect at this point. but regardless, i can’t wait to get out of a week and enjoy some beach time and sunshine.
i also did a raw vegan cleanse this week. it was the best thing i’ve ever done for my gut health. i literally only ate raw fruits and vegetables for five days. i feel like i weigh 50 pounds, it’s really cool. anyways, my poops have been magical. and i wish i could do something like this forever but i don’t think i can afford to feed myself this much all the time. i am thinking about just being vegan though. i know it would be good for me, and i adore all animals. but it’s not like a moral thing for me. i was raised on a farm and we ate whatever we had, which was livestock. but i know that it would make a difference in my health and environmental footprint. so i don’t know. maybe i’ll try it and see how it goes.
nightly thoughts. peace.
life as I know it 